I think i have never felt so helpless before. I know im not ready yet i do not have a choice. I want time to stop. Its the feeling that i know im not going to do well and i need to do well to achieve what i want for my future. It is like seeing the future that i hope to build crumble before my very eyes before it even started.

It is behind these ruins that i realise Jesus is there and was always there. I have let my wishes and dreams cover my sight of him. And now with nothing left, i see myself running towards my lord, my savior, my best friend. In my emptiness, i find comfort in his presense, in his embrace.

Let me stay in your embrace forever O Lord... where peace beyond the understanding of man can be found.

Take my hand and lead me towards your will that is according to your plan in my life, for i know that is all that matters in this world.

I think i have never felt so helpless before. I know im not ready yet i do not have a choice. I want time to stop. Its the feeling that i know im not going to do well and i need to do well to achieve what i want for my future. It is like seeing the future that i hope to build crumble before my very eyes before it even started.

It is behind these ruins that i realise Jesus is there and was always there. I have let my wishes and dreams cover my sight of him. And now with nothing left, i see myself running towards my lord, my savior, my best friend. In my emptiness, i find comfort in his presense, in his embrace.

Let me stay in your embrace forever O Lord... where peace beyond the understanding of man can be found.

Take my hand and lead me towards your will that is according to your plan in my life, for i know that is all that matters in this world.