*A post that i wrote last week
Today when Jasmine told us to write on the black paper our sins and weaknesses that may lead to us blacksliding, i wrote down what my heart was saying.


This was what came to my mind immediately. I have come to realise how sinful i am. No matter how much i repent, i find myself committing the same mistake again. Its as if im not sorry at all for sinning. During sermon, jasmine said we should repent asap. Have you ever reach a stage where you keep commiting the same sin and repenting and this cycle happens again and again and again and again... well i have... it has reach to a point that sometimes i feel that its of little importance to repent since im prob gona sin again.

Jesus pls help me to REALLY repent. To repent wholeheartedly. To decide to follow only you. I can only do this with your help. Help me Jesus. Help.




Panic Meter: 8.0 (San Francisco, CA Quake, 1906)
So there is officially no more time left. My stress level is really high now. Im kinda at the brink of giving up. Its just way too much to study... way too much... I guess it has come to a point where i have to fully trust in the one who rules over everything.

*A post that i wrote last week
Today when Jasmine told us to write on the black paper our sins and weaknesses that may lead to us blacksliding, i wrote down what my heart was saying.


This was what came to my mind immediately. I have come to realise how sinful i am. No matter how much i repent, i find myself committing the same mistake again. Its as if im not sorry at all for sinning. During sermon, jasmine said we should repent asap. Have you ever reach a stage where you keep commiting the same sin and repenting and this cycle happens again and again and again and again... well i have... it has reach to a point that sometimes i feel that its of little importance to repent since im prob gona sin again.

Jesus pls help me to REALLY repent. To repent wholeheartedly. To decide to follow only you. I can only do this with your help. Help me Jesus. Help.




Panic Meter: 8.0 (San Francisco, CA Quake, 1906)
So there is officially no more time left. My stress level is really high now. Im kinda at the brink of giving up. Its just way too much to study... way too much... I guess it has come to a point where i have to fully trust in the one who rules over everything.